And this is my life...

Here is a wonderful video of Bhakti Ziek working on a commission for Community Hall at Whitman College, Princeton. This is not tapestry weaving (it is jaquard), but it is a wonderful tribute to fiber. She ends the video saying, "And this is my life."

I am not sure how it happened, but weaving is also, in part, my life.

When I design a weaving, I'm thinking about the weaving process from the beginning to the end. And so I'm not just doing a painting and then referencing it into a textile, I'm designing a textile.  

I think one of the tricks to being a weaver is staying involved. Just being able to be present with each step as it is.                                                                     --Bhakti Ziek

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Online class sampler as well as some info on how to choose yarn.

I am so pleased by the great response I've had to my online beginning tapestry techniques class. I have had loads of good questions and that is great! If you're looking for more information about what we'll do in the class, I thought I'd post a couple photos of some of the things we'll be working on.

Here is a sampler that one of my class testers wove while working through the material in Part 1. There are a thousand permutations of this that you may come up with if you followed the instructions I give. This is but one path! (It is more than 2 feet long, but she did a lot of practicing. You may not reach this length yourself.)

At the end of Part 1, there are some ideas for weaving small pieces using the techniques we just learned. These come in the form of some suggested designs which you can modify or you can use the ones I provide to further practice your techniques. so you may end up weaving a great deal, or if you have a handle on the techniques, you may be done after you do something like the sampler below.

 

These samplers do not show the practice exercises you are encouraged to try at the end of the class. I want to hold off on showing photos of those so you can think about what you want to weave as you work. Of course when you get there, I'm happy to help if you get stuck with the design or colors!

And on to YARN!

Speaking of colors, the other issue is weft yarn. This can be a stumbling block when weaving tapestry in the United States. There are many suggested yarns in a handout you have access too immediately when you register for the class. I use Harrisville Highland yarn and I do recommend that for this class if you don't have anything already that you can use. You need at least three colors and I would recommend getting up to eight for a variety.

One way to start when you have to choose colors for a project is to think about what your favorite colors are. I'll use my favorite color, purple, as an example. I might choose one purple from the Harrisville Designs website (look for the knitting yarn section--you want to get Harrisville Highland in the skeins available there).

So say I choose the color Hyacinth as my primary color. 

Here is the Hyacinth:

I am going to choose a few analogous colors to go with it--or colors that are next to purple on the color wheel. So I also like the lighter blue/purple color Iris:

 Now I want to add a little variety. I am looking for a complimentary color which is one on the opposite side of the color wheel to add a little spice (I probably wouldn't use this color in large amounts in a finished piece, but in a sampler it could create some interesting contrasts). I am going to choose an orangish-red, Topaz:

Three colors is the bare minimum for doing this class. If I have a little more yarn budget, I would expand this selection somewhat. I would like to add a seagreen sort of color to mix with the blue and purple choices. I am going to choose Aegean:

Now I feel like I have a good blue and purple component. I want to add something very dark for an accent or to create a sort of background color that brighter colors will pop forward from. I am going to choose black for this (though I almost chose the deep red Teak color):

And I feel like these colors are pretty dark and want to add one more color to lighten it up. I am going to choose another purple, but a very light one, Lilac:

Since I love yarn, I could go on all day, but if my budget says stop here, these are the six I will choose.

You should start with whatever color you love the most, choose some colors that are close to it on the color wheel and then look at whether they are all really dark and make sure to include a light one or vice versa. And of course if you are adept at color use and want to do something totally different from what I'm suggesting here, go for it! This is only one idea if you're stuck with what yarn to buy. Another great way to choose colors is to google different fashion color palettes. They change with the season and there are always gorgeous ones. Matching those colors with the yarn available is another challenge, but it is a place to start.


I suggest at least 3 of the 3.5 ounce skeins of Harrisville Highland for the first part of the class. This probably won't be enough yarn to get you through all three parts if you are taking them all however. So you might want to expand that selection to 5 to 8 colors total. This will probably be enough yarn unless you weave a whole lot (like my tester did in the first sampler above).

The passing of time

Eventually if you talk to enough tapestry weavers, you'll hear something about tapestry and time. Tapestry is certainly a time-intensive medium. There is no way around the fact that we put our images together one strand of yarn at a time.

The American Tapestry Alliance has recently published a wonderful article written by Janette Meetze called The Tapestry Diary: It's about time. I think we can all thank Tommye Scanlin for starting this tapestry diary trend. Tommye is a tapestry weaver I admire a great deal for so many reasons. I'm not surprised she has started a movement.

The accumulation of time...
A Rumi poem, The Sunrise Ruby, as quoted by Tommye in the article

Submit to a daily practice.
Your loyalty to that
is a ring on the door.
Keep knocking and the joy inside
will eventually open a window
and look out to see who’s there.

A daily practice makes a large difference in a life. Adding a little bit every day, eventually we have made ourselves who we are. I think that happens in each moment. I applaud the weavers working on these diaries. They are really very cool!

The link is HERE!

Janette Meetze, detail of tapestry diary; Janette's blog is found at http://jmeetzestudiocommonthreads.blogspot.com/

This is what happens when you mix some acid wool dye, some water, and wool!

This week is dye week. I love the colors that come out of those dye pots. The whole process is either fun or a pain in the butt depending on how tired I am. But this week the weather is beautiful in Santa Fe and my skeins are swinging from their PVC pipes in the back yard drying. I feel sense of discovery that comes from putting a little powder and some acid in a pot and regulating the heat for a few hours and then pulling out amazing colors. I feel strong enough to lift pots with 2 to 15 gallons of water in them (okay, I might not be strong enough for 15 gallons... how about 10) and I am remembering to lift with my legs just like they told me in occupational therapy school.

I'm going to have to make a run to the studio for more yarn to dye today. I usually plan these huge dye runs because it kind of disrupts daily life around here to have yarn scouring in the bathtub, skeins spinning in the washer, and the garage full of bubbling pots. So I try to do it all at once and then back off for a few months. But apparently I didn't plan enough to fulfill my appetite because I have run out of the buckets of undyed yarn. Fortunately... you might remember these boxes?

There is plenty more yarn.

North America's premier tapestry show

Some of you know I have been up to my eyeballs for quite a few months in co-chairing the American Tapestry Biennial 10. It has been quite the roller coaster of excitement and I have to say, the show is going to be lovely.

Here is the publicity postcard hot off the presses.

As always, you can check out venues and get more information on the American Tapestry Alliance's website at www.americantapestryalliance.org. The page for the exhibition information is HERE. I hope to see some of you in San Diego, Kent, or Omaha! (Well to be honest, you won't see me in Kent, but the other two are distinct possibilities.)

I love going to see these shows in person because I always learn more than I ever could from a photograph. I'm the weirdo with her nose an inch and a half from the tapestry trying to count warp ridges or figure out what the structure is. Although admittedly, at 41 years old, I am getting a little presbyopic and my nose might be more like 8 inches from the tapestry... eyes don't focus quite as well. Tapestry would be worth bifocals.

Online Tapestry Class, Warp and Weft: Learning the Structure of Tapestry

I loved this course! Rebecca's thoughtful consideration for her students comes through in all the videos, written materials, and discussion areas...                    --Gina Pruette

  
Warp and Weft: Learning the Structure of Tapestry is my new online beginning tapestry techniques class. I started working on this class almost a year ago when I realized how many requests I was getting for online classes. Taking workshops in person is great fun and an excellent way to learn, but the potential for a longer-term focused learning situation in a format you can access from home is the way to go for some people. 

Below is the trailer for the class. Take a look!

This class is for people who are new to tapestry weaving or who have been away from it for awhile and need a refresher.

Taking this online class is kind of like having a workshop with me... but for four weeks. Plus you get to wear pajamas if you want to. The first part alone has four hours of video in it as well as extensive handouts and practice exercises. But the best part is that you get access to me throughout the four weeks of the class. I am there every week-day to answer questions, look at photos of your work and offer suggestions. I  can also offer solutions if what is presented in the class just isn't making sense to you. You get to learn from the comfort of your own home on your own equipment. (And if you are that learner who doesn't need teacher interaction, I am offering the entire series as a self-paced experience at a lower price point. See my website for details.)

I had a lot of fun creating this course. If it sounds like the right thing for you, I hope to see you in the classroom!

Click here for the class registration page!

Rebecca's online class absolutely exceeded my expectations...                 --Ute Conly

A few details:

• All you need is an internet connection fast enough to stream video, a loom to weave on, some yarn, a few tools, and a little time.
• To register you will be taken to the Pathwright program where the class is hosted. You will have access immediately to a video and some handouts about materials and tools needed for the class.
• The rest of the class material will not be released until April 28th. After that date you will have access to all of the content of the class and can work as quickly as you'd like. Please see full scheduling details on my website HERE.
• You will have access to the material for approximately 14 weeks which means if you choose to take Parts 2 and 3 right after Part 1, you can refer back to all the material until the end of Part 3 plus a two week implementation period.
• You can only register for the first part now but the second and third will be up as soon as my intrepid testers have had finished examining them. They loved the first part and things only get better from there.
• The first part starts April 28th, but if that is not good timing for you, I will offer the classes repeatedly through the rest of 2014.

There is much more information on my website at www.rebeccamezoff.com/online-learning/.
There is also a FAQ page on my website that answers many questions HERE.
And if you have more questions, please don't hesitate to contact me!

PS. I sent out a newsletter last Thursday with information about the class. If you are not on my list or you missed this one, you can see it HERE. Make sure you sign up for your own copy (see SUBSCRIBE link at the top of the sidebar on this blog).

Crushing the butterfly

I had one of those bookstore moments last week where a book on the very bottom of the new releases shelf caught my eye. I picked it up, and it went home with me. (I feel good it was an independent bookstore. Just saying.) The book was

This is the Story of a Happy Marriage

by Ann Patchett. It turned out to be well worth my time and money.

I want to share something in my own experience I heard Ann say in the book. It is about art and how it becomes real in our heads and then when we try to put it into a tangible form, it loses its glitter. I know because this happens with every single tapestry I weave.

I design largely in my head.

For a long time.

Little bits of this and that come together over time and an image forms. I can see it in all its beautiful form. I can almost feel the yarn and my muscles know what weaving it would feel like. Then I finally do the hard work of putting that beautiful idea into a cartoon and choosing the colors and yarn for it. And then I start to weave. And that is when it happens. Ann Patchett, who is a writer, puts it this way.

For me it's like this: I make up a novel in my head.... This is the happiest time in the arc of my writing process. The book is my invisible friend, omnipresent, evolving, thrilling. During the months (or years) it takes me to put my ideas together, I don't take notes or make outlines; I'm figuring things out, and all the while the book makes a breeze around my head like an oversized butterfly whose wings were cut from the rose window in Notre Dame. This book I have not yet written one word of is a thing of indescribable beauty, unpredictable in its patterns, piercing in its color, so wild and loyal in its nature that my love for this book, and my faith in it as I track its lazy flight, is the single perfect joy in my life. It is the greatest novel in the history of literature, and I have thought it up, and all I have to do is put it down on paper and then everyone can see this beauty that I see.

And so I do. When I can't think of another stall, when putting it off has actually become more painful than doing it, I reach up and pluck the butterfly from the air. I take it from the region of my head and I press it down against my desk, and there, with my own hand, I kill it. It's not that I want to kill it, but it's the only way I can get something that is so three-dimensional onto the flat page. Just to make sure the job is done I stick it into place with a pin. Imagine running over a butterfly with an SUV. Everything that was beautiful about this living thing--all the color, the light and movement--is gone. What I'm left with is the dry husk of my friend, the broken body chipped, dismantled, and poorly reassembled. Dead. That's my book.

I know that sounds kind of stark, but it really is kind of like that. I have a beautiful image in my head and it is perfect. And I know it is going to be the best tapestry ever. The design has evolved over months and I have tweaked it endlessly until it is just perfect. But in the translation to a real, tangible piece of art, it becomes something that does not bear a great resemblance to the thing that I saw in my head.

Ann goes on to talk about how "art stands on the shoulders of craft, which means that to get to the art you must master the craft" and then to talk about forgiveness.

Somewhere in all my years of practice, I don't know where exactly, I arrived at the art. I never learned how to take the beautiful thing in my imagination and put it on paper without feeling I killed it along the way. I did, however, learn how to weather the death, and I learned how to forgive myself for it.

Forgiveness. The ability to forgive oneself. Stop here for a few breaths and think about this because it is the key to making art, and very possibly the key to finding any semblance of happiness in life. Every time I have set out to translate the book [...] that exists in such brilliant detail on the big screen of my limbic system onto a piece of paper (which, let's face it, was once a towering tree crowned with leaves and home to birds), I grieve for my own lack of talent and intelligence. Every. Single. Time. Were I smarter, more gifted, I could pin down a closer facsimile of the wonders I see. I believe, more than anything, that this grief of constantly having to face down our own inadequacies is what keeps people from being writers. Forgiveness, therefore, is key. I can't write the book I want to write, but I can and will write the book I am capable of writing. Again and again throughout the course of my life I will forgive myself.

Forgiveness for ourselves. Practice. Continue.

Reference: Patchett, A. (2013).

This is the Story of a Happy Marriage.

New York, NY: HarperCollins Publishers. p. 24-25, 29-30.